Brighton and HOVE UK
££££ Looking for a good time? HERE I AM ££££
First Profile Create mid 2014, deleted end of October 2016
Second Profile Created sometime around 2014
There are roughly 5,000 Fetlife users around Bright and Hove. Great for Discreet Encounters.
Many use aliases and fake locations, so people will not find out.
I think I'm submissive. I'm not sure. I've never been in a situation where someone has sexually dominated me.
I'm curious to find out.
I want to be taken. Not against my will. I need to be absolved of responsibility for my pleasure.
I want to stop thinking and just feel. To be consumed by feeling. To let go of control. To place myself in another's hands.
In my real life I am constantly responsible for the well being of my children and I need a break. A break from being a mother. A break from my mundane existence.
I need to be taken outside of myself. Out of my comfort zone. Absolved of responsibility.
I think that's what it means to be submissive.
And I still call him "Daddy"
Things have changed.
I arrived here a bit alien. A bit naive.
That didn't last long. I'm intuitive and hunger for knowledge.
I bought books, asked questions.
Pondered "who am I" for hours, days.
I thought well "giving is nice, yes?".
I thought that I was already in a position.
I thought "I can do this! It's TOTALLY ME!".
Then came the conversation. The quite debates.
The waiting. Free time on my hands.
Then we began.
I tried I gave it my best shot..but the memories.
Triggers are real. I trust him. I do but past trauma continued to plague me.
Like static, then other things began to seep in.
My deeper curiosity. My "I would do that..but..that's weird, right?".
I began digging. Investigating. Searching for more.
There were tears.
Removing that steel ring both hurt and yet I felt so free.
He just held me. Hung in there as I continued my excavation.
With every fiber of himself. With every conversation, I saw him be puzzled.
He'd be quiet for a few days, then he'd come to me with a letter or send me a text.
He'd tell me about what he couldn't say out loud.
Always I was "Pumpkin".
He never showed an once of jealousy or envy.
He took each of my steps in stride, right there beside me.
When the warrior woman appeared? He welcomed me.
He told me he knew she was always in there.
He told me what I knew that with her I wouldn't have come so far.
Still, he supports me, protects me, encourages me.
To flourish. To not doubt my ability to grow.
He strokes my pretty wings and whispers "Fly baby, fly."
I am a Top.
I love control.
I am affectionate.
I am powerful.
I can bow. I can beg.
But that's not the math in my head.
I like it up here.
Say whatever you please.
There is power in living on your knees.
But me? I had to be free.
And yes..I still call him Daddy.
Electrotorture, emotional masochism, Emotional Sadism, Encasement Fetish, Enemas, Energy Play, Erotic Literature, Erotic Photography, Exhibitionism, eye contact restrictions, Face Farting, Face Fucking, Face sitting/smothering, Face Slapping, Facial Hair, Fear, Feathers, feet, Female Ejaculation, feminization, Fetish Models, Fetish Wear, fetnights, Figging, fingering, fingernails, Fire Cupping, Fire Flogging, Fire Play, fish hooks, Fishnets, Fisting, Flashing, Flesh Hooks, Flirting, Flogging, Food Play, Foot Massage, Foot Worship, Foot/Feet, forniphilia, Freckles, French Maids, fucking machines, Fur, Gagging/Choked by Cock, Gags, Gangbangs, Gas Masks, geeks, Geisha, gender play, genital piercings, genital torture, Glass Dildos, Glasses, glory hole, gloves, Goth, graphoerotica, Grooming, group sex, hair, hair bondage, Hair Pulling, hairbrush spanking, Handcuffs, handjobs, Hands, Hanging, head shaving, hemp rope, Hentai, High Heels, High Protocol, Hojojutsu, hoods, hook suspension, Hot Oil Massages, human ashtray, Human Doll, human furniture, human toilet, Humiliation
Kassem Toubale, Léa Toubale, Pierrot Ducrot, Timothé Mercat, Yacine Toubale, Nadia Nuseibeh, Nolie Gaudesaboos, Camille Mercat, Tim Mercat, Oumaima El Idrissi, Ella Joy Lawrence, Reuben Hunt, Katie Lindsey Smith, Georgia Harris, Lee Beevers, Charlotte Sleet, Jessamy Lelliott, Kai Gittos, Stephanie Kirk, Becca Hawkins, Stephie Palmer, Athene Xenia Aristocleous, Charlotte Scott, Mel Dodd, Caitlin Thomas, Dee Wasielewska, Alio Flos, Joely Thompson, Lilah Kate Smallwood, Milena Deparis, Tameka Gowan, Jack Seales, Rossella Bittichesu, Tashana Elainé Judson-Saul, Max Lewis, Hannah Schmitt, Rowanne Sampson, Lois Olding, Shannon O'Neill, Lerryn Martin, Alice Burns, Adam Cope, Alex Hawkins, Cat Russell, Milly Gilmore, Hafsah Jalloh, Alex Hartley, Tom Williamson, Ashraf Uddin, Jack Murphy, April Stewart, Jess Mckerlie, Helen Scott, Lewis Compton, Divya Dullip, Crystalle Cox, Samia Awad, Sophia Barron-Edgley, Sophie Dobrev, Matt Pourzand, Dario Pourzand, Mehran Pourzand, Sharona Pourzand, Dinda Maharani Zulkarnain, Kamran Pourzand, Helena Pourzand, Mehdi Bakhtiari, Raziyeh Bakhtiari, Hossein Ali Bakhtiari, Mahshid Bakhtiari, Ramin Nikolas Bakhtiari, Masoumeh Bakhtiari
University of Brighton, Media Studies, Brighton UK, Wah Kiki ,
PRYZM Brighton, Brighton Rox, Shooshh Brighton, Husky Events, The Arch Brighton
Nice 'n' Naughty - Brighton, TABOO (Hove Branch) - Hove, LUST! - Brighton,
Private Shops UK - Brighton, She Said - Brighton, TABOO - Hove, Brighton, Hove Stripper Strippers,
Clone Zone - Brighton, Ann Summers - City Centre, Brighton, Massage Brighton - Brighton, Brighton Filth BDSM
Toulouse France BDSM Quimper France BDSM Lyon France BDSM Montpellier France BDSM Marseille France BDSM Le Mans France BDSM Nantes France BDSM Le Havre France BDSM Boulogne-sur-Mer France BDSM Amiens France BDSM Paris France BDSM Calais France BDSM Clamart France BDSM Meudon France BDSM Rennes France BDSM Verneuil-sur-Seine France BDSM Vernouillet France BDSM Issy-les-Moulineaux France BDSM Vanves France BDSM Malakoff France BDSM Montrouge France BDSM Châtillon France BDSM Bagneux France BDSM Boulogne-Billancourt France BDSM Sèvres France BDSM Porte de Saint-Cloud France BDSM Chemillé-sur-Dême France BDSM Tours France BDSM Vierzon France BDSM Bourges France BDSM Dijon France BDSM Troyes France BDSM Besançon France BDSM Bordeaux France BDSM La Rochelle France BDSM Brest France BDSM Morlaix France BDSM Angers France BDSM Orléans France BDSM Chartres France BDSM Compiègne France BDSM Reims France BDSM Metz France BDSM Rouen France BDSM Abbeville France BDSM Roubaix France BDSM Valenciennes France BDSM Béthune France BDSM Lens France BDSM Saint-Denis France BDSM Créteil France BDSM Neuilly-sur-Seine France BDSM Courbevoie France BDSM Nanterre France BDSM Bobigny France BDSM Aulnay-sous-Bois France BDSM Gonesse France BDSM Meaux France BDSM Noisy-le-Grand France BDSM Saint-Maur-des-Fossés France BDSM Vitry-sur-Seine France BDSM Champigny-sur-Marne France BDSM Versailles France BDSM Pontoise France BDSM Conflans-Sainte-Honorine France BDSM Ivry-Sur-Seine France BDSM Brugge Belgium BDSM Ghent Belgium BDSM Brussels BDSM Mons Belgium BDSM Charloi Belgium BDSM Antwerp Belgium BDSM Bastogne Netherlands BDSM Amsterdam Netherlands BDSM Rotterdam Netherlands BDSM Eindhoven Netherlands BDSM Arnhem Netherlands BDSM Utrecht Netherlands BDSM Amersfoort Netherlands BDSM Apeldoorn Netherlands BDSM Zwolle Netherlands BDSM Deventer Netherlands BDSM Enschede Netherlands BDSM Groningen Netherlands BDSM Emmen Netherlands BDSM Leeywarden Netherlands BDSM Luxembourg BDSM, Marrakesh Morocco BDSM Rabat Morocco BDSM Agadir Morocco BDSM Casablanca Morocco BDSM Algiers Algeria BDSM Tunis Tunisia BDSM Sfax Tunisia BDSM